Once upon a time it seems
I had only dreams
Wishes maybe
A fairy tale in my mind
One that stayed with me since I was young
Too young to remember when
Too young to know the difference between reality and what may be if I could let my mind wonder into my heart all day and night
One night I thought of you
Had dreams of pink and purple too
Beauty was it’s name
My dream became what I daydreamed about
Long lonely days
Night where I held tight to what I wanted in the future
I was wrong
Young
Beautiful
You were always beauty to my heart
My soul thought of you all the time
Your voice the first time I heard you speak was a nursery rhyme
Soft
Sweet
Mystical
Yet far from me
I gasped and grasped
But yiu fell through the cracks
And so I waited 20 years
I not alone
You more alone than I ever dreamed someone could be
Oh if only I could turn back time
I would have placed you in a rhyme where we fell deep in love
And every picket fence I wished upon was us
Now
Four weeks in
I think of all you did to capture just one moment all alone with me
I have only one choice
Thank you, I say each night that you didn’t give up
On me
Or us
Or your thoughts about me whatever they were or are or might yet be
You hold so tight
Yet somehow stay away
Just enough so I can say all those beautiful thoughts I’ve hidden in my heart for all those years we were apart
Do youI feel anything I wonder all the time
Not quite because I believe you feel it too
I hope you do
You
Of all people you
I want to say what my heart feels
Write your name upon this page and declare to the world in a sort of way
But not today not just yet
You see
Well
A sort of love filled rage roars in my heart
I love you it wants to scream at you and me and the world as well
But I want you to say it first
I know
You know
That you love me already
YouI always did maybe never stopped
Life got in our way
Fairytales were lost into the past and future always thinking of another day or way
Who cares, you know what I mean
You are my beautiful man
Oh yes yes I think of you
I let you be
It’s so easy
You think of me this I know is true
But you don’t give me anything to go on because you’re scared
I wish I could wipe your fear away
Kiss your pain from yeasterday
I hope you know that you are
Beauty
Joy
Golden heart
So close yet far
Away
Right now
I have never missed anyone so peacefully
That’s you
Peacefully beautiful man
Who at last came back to me
Close your mind and with your heart you will see
Your name
Here
“. “
Thank you for coming back
For staying
For persisting
The joy you brought
Gave me everything that I was missing
Puzzle now complete
Thanks
It’s perfect now
Because of you
Everything I thought was old
Has now become new
Again
I really do love only you
Always have
Too bad I didn’t know it all those years you
Yes you
Beautiful you
You know you were missing something too
So all those puzzles we completed were for a reason
We both were missing just one piece
Found at last
I hope you realize that I’m your missing link and you are mine
I have to laugh at myself now
For once in my life I know
Somehow that you love me in that perfect way that you have always dreamed of
Wished for maybe
Thought and lived your life for
So I guess we both found the open door that was there all along
I’m so sorry that you felt alone
Through the years
And through the storms that life threw your way
If I could turn back time I would have wiped away all the tears and loved you like I love you today
What a thrill
What a mountain I stand on
So happy I am
At last
For in your arms I have found
The only perfect that lasts
And lasts
Love in its entirety
You
If all people you
Came into my life and turned night into light
Yes you
Because of you I can win the battles and the fight
I can walk in water
I can be all I have prayed for
Wished upon
The star
We both saw
You know the one
That single star
Up in the sky is us
Together for a day
A night
It doesn’t matter what you do or say or think
To me you will always be
The one who helped believe in dreams
And the possibility
That they may come true
You
Made the fairytale in my heart come true
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