Monday, 11 June 2018

Because you dared

Once upon a time it seems 
I had only dreams 
Wishes maybe 
A fairy tale in my mind 
One that stayed with me since I was young 
Too young to remember when 
Too young to know the difference between reality and what may be if I could let my mind wonder into my heart all day and night 
One night I thought of you 
Had dreams of pink and purple too 
Beauty was it’s name 
My dream became what I daydreamed about 
Long lonely days 
Night where I held tight to what I wanted in the future 
I was wrong 
Young 
Beautiful 
You were always beauty to my heart 
My soul thought of you all the time 
Your voice the first time I heard you speak was a nursery rhyme
Soft 
Sweet 
Mystical 
Yet far from me 
I gasped and grasped 
But yiu fell through the cracks 
And so I waited 20 years 
I not alone 
You more alone than I ever dreamed someone could be 
Oh if only I could turn back time 
I would have placed you in a rhyme where we fell deep in love 
And every picket fence I wished upon was us
Now 
Four weeks in 
I think of all you did to capture just one moment all alone with me
I have only one choice 
Thank you,  I say each night that you didn’t give up 
On me 
Or us 
Or your thoughts about me whatever they were or are or might yet be 
You hold so tight 
Yet somehow stay away 
Just enough so I can say all those beautiful thoughts I’ve hidden in my heart for all those years we were apart 
Do youI feel anything I wonder all the time 
Not quite because I believe you feel it too
I hope you do 
You 
Of all people you
I want to say what my heart feels 
Write your name upon this page and declare to the world in a sort of way
But not today not just yet 
You see 
Well 
A sort of love filled rage roars in my heart 
I love you it wants to scream at you and me and the world as well 
But I want you to say it first 
I know 
You know 
That you love me already 
YouI always did maybe never stopped 
Life got in our way 
Fairytales were lost into the past and future always thinking of another day or way
Who cares, you know what I mean 
You are my beautiful man 
Oh yes yes I think of you 
I let you be 
It’s so easy 
You think of me this I know is true 
But you don’t give me anything to go on because you’re scared 
I wish I could wipe your fear away 
Kiss your pain from yeasterday
I hope you know that you are 
Beauty 
Joy 
Golden heart 
So close yet far 
Away 
Right now 
I have never missed anyone so peacefully 
That’s you 
Peacefully beautiful man 
Who at last came back to me 
Close your mind and with your heart you will see 
Your name 
Here

“.       “ 
Thank you for coming back 
For staying 
For persisting 
The joy you brought 
Gave me everything that I was missing 
Puzzle now complete 
Thanks 
It’s perfect now 
Because of you 
Everything I thought was old 
Has now become new
Again 
I really do love only you 
Always have 
Too bad I didn’t know it all those years you 
Yes you 
Beautiful you 
You know you were missing something too
So all those puzzles we completed were for a reason 
We both were missing just one piece 
Found at last 
I hope you realize that I’m your missing link and you are mine 
I have to laugh at myself now 
For once in my life I know 
Somehow that you love me in that perfect way that you have always dreamed of 
Wished for maybe 
Thought and lived your life for 
So I guess we both found the open door that was there all along 
I’m so sorry that you felt alone 
Through the years 
And through the storms that life threw your way
If I could turn back time I would have wiped away all the tears and loved you like I love you today 
What a thrill
What a mountain I stand on 
So happy I am 
At last 
For in your arms I have found 
The only perfect that lasts 
And lasts 
Love in its entirety 
You 
If all people you 
Came into my life and turned night into light 
Yes you 
Because of you I can win the battles and the fight 
I can walk in water 
I can be all I have prayed for 
Wished upon 
The star
We both saw 
You know the one 
That single star 
Up in the sky is us 
Together for a day 
A night 
It doesn’t matter what you do or say or think 
To me you will always be 
The one who helped believe in dreams 
And the possibility 
That they may come true 
You 
Made the fairytale in my heart come true 


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